But don't get me wrong, I am learning a lot and as far as experience go, I definitely get the feel of how a man with a wage work. I don't like one bit of it.
But a wage would say, especially to the womenfolk, "This man has an assured source of money, however it would turn out," and that generally would give her a sense of confidence in the man in that the man can actually float the family up even when they are down. Money would be there all the time. And if it's not, we'll just wait for the end of the month.
She would like that, of course anyone would like that. You go to your office, sit around, do you work or something and then at the end of the month, get a sum of money. Sometimes, you get lots of work, sometimes you're out of it but your company would always pay you at the end of the month. Sounds like a paradise, right?
Unfortunately, it would also mean all you do all weekdays is get up, go to work, get back home, sleep. Rinse and repeat. Hell. That sounds like hell. A lot of men who work like this, I don't know about them, but I don't like the sound of a grey office and do some kind of work all day long and nothing else. I want freedom. Hell, I want it the way it was. Writing my own stories, trying to figure out things, be creative within my own mind, typing my feelings into paper; I don't see any of this currently in the position that I am. It sucks.
But really. What I want doesn't always mean what the people around me needs. It's always something else, something completely different that they need. They need money for food to feed mouths, they need money to buy things that they need and I don't disagree with them but writing stories is like trying to hit a jackpot. It's either your book sell or it would just turn out to be lump of shit. Either way, yes, if some people would buy your book from a bookstore or somewhere, you'll get a percentage of it and that's your wage. Sometimes it would be just a couple of hundreds, sometimes thousands but authors who have made it to the top gets millions just by typing words. Albeit, organized words but that really sounds like my kind of job.
It all comes down to money. Designing websites, networking, hammering down on a piece of metal, writing stories; these jobs are equally hard work. It's just that some people would actually like to do some of these jobs. And that's when the magic happens.
Anyways, this is just a test to see how blogspot handles posts. My assignment goes about something like a portal kind of thing that displays news, and other functions. While I only have the basic understanding and practical knowledge of web programming, I am learning a lot. It's fun when you figure something out and it works in the end. Kind of like writing a story. You figure out how to do it and how it would look and if you run into a problem, you think of ideas on how to get around it, patch that hole up. When you finally get it, you get this sense of satisfaction.
I don't see any of that in this paperwork thing. It's all just stress all around.
But really. What I want doesn't always mean what the people around me needs. It's always something else, something completely different that they need. They need money for food to feed mouths, they need money to buy things that they need and I don't disagree with them but writing stories is like trying to hit a jackpot. It's either your book sell or it would just turn out to be lump of shit. Either way, yes, if some people would buy your book from a bookstore or somewhere, you'll get a percentage of it and that's your wage. Sometimes it would be just a couple of hundreds, sometimes thousands but authors who have made it to the top gets millions just by typing words. Albeit, organized words but that really sounds like my kind of job.
It all comes down to money. Designing websites, networking, hammering down on a piece of metal, writing stories; these jobs are equally hard work. It's just that some people would actually like to do some of these jobs. And that's when the magic happens.
Anyways, this is just a test to see how blogspot handles posts. My assignment goes about something like a portal kind of thing that displays news, and other functions. While I only have the basic understanding and practical knowledge of web programming, I am learning a lot. It's fun when you figure something out and it works in the end. Kind of like writing a story. You figure out how to do it and how it would look and if you run into a problem, you think of ideas on how to get around it, patch that hole up. When you finally get it, you get this sense of satisfaction.
I don't see any of that in this paperwork thing. It's all just stress all around.
