Memento Mori

Remember that you will die.

Of all the things i wanted to say today, i started with the most depressing quote ever... Unless you play P3 that is...

Let's get started.

I was walking down the road...

Then it hit me. I have a talent. Maybe. Probably. Yes. I have a talent and that is writing. Well, I couldn't say I'm not good at it but at least i have tried many times at it, and since i was 14 years old, I have written many, so many pages of test pads worth of half my imaginations and that is barely half of work i have ever done since.  I have created many short and long stories and have many written down somewhere, mostly in my exam papers, but the stories i have written down is still there in my head.

What I'm trying to say is, I have a talent and I almost cannot believe it until, of course, I wrote down my first ever story.  Who unleashed this little power inside of me and bring it up to light you ask?  Well, first of all I have one to many teachers I should thank, probably the ones that taught me english from when I was in kindergarten.  I have issues, and one of them was: I cannot stop thinking.  Not a moment at all.

And to even f*** it up, I can even lose control of those ideas that sometimes when i'm writing them down, they flow like water, and nothing's holding it up like it was waterfall and at the bottom of it is a huge amount paper.  Once, I had used up 8 papers, both sides and all of them filled with words, simply because I've lost it.  Yes, at that time, I've lost it.  My hands were shaking.  Well... by then I knew that something is inside my bloody mind and I had to get it out before it bursts!  That particular "essay" I wrote was a story that one of my english teachers gave that I have already forgotten.  It was some sort of tests.  I got an A-.  But who cares?

Well from moment on, I have addicted myself to buy papers, and lots of them, and bring them around with me no matter what, so even if I was going somewhere I have paper around with me.  Not that I use them that is, but as a main focus of my so called "talent" so that it knows it will be written down.

Meet Nenene Sumiregawa, my virtual mentor. She's one of the reason I have taken up writing, I guess...

And that my friend, was only a tenth of what I am going to tell you.

Well, of course, there's a lot more but me being me, I will not tell them all at the same time.  Suspense,  and let it build it until the reader can't handle it no more.  Then, BAM! Revelation.

One part I want to tell you though.

Be thankful that you have a clean past, present and future.  Because a lot of people out there, some of them I know, a lot of them had never tasted the true love of parents.  Trust me when I say this.  You are very lucky, if you have both of your parents looking at you, loving you, caring for you, because even in the depths of the most advanced country, there is always that one person whose life is messed up from top to bottom.  Really messed up.

I have promised one of those people that I will not tell anybody about her pasts, present and secrets.  I intend to keep it.  But me being me, I cannot imagine that someone could even live after withstanding all of those tortures and sadness and pain.  Now, I believe I can.

I am Ledge, the pronunciation of L.E.G. which is a title that I gave myself without meaning of compromise.

And I intend to hold the promise that came with such a title.

What's in A Name??

Hello, everyone!!

I've heard of many people with strange names.
Which made me think, wouldn't it be shameful for the person with the name to be called upon??
For instance, if a person's name is 'Table'
That would sound really dumb if he/she are to be called in class..
I can't imagine what it would feel like.

I heard in India, the girls there are unwanted or something
So they are given bad names such as 'Unwanted one' or 'Unloved'
Wow!! That would be really sad to be in their shoes..
But luckily, they got a chance to change their names with the help on a NGO..
That would really be an opportunity for them to start a new life with a new name.
I feel really happy for them

It's just made me wonder.
Why would parents give their children weird name..
Really, I just think that is so unfair..
Just imagine what they would feel when they grow up.
So they think that it's cute but it's gonna be that cute when the kids grow up
Well. I don't know for sure cause I DO NOT have a weird name
And one thing's for sure.
I am NEVER gonna give weird names for my children

- Nexus -

Pizza : I Love You

Konnichiwa, minna!!


Normally people would eat a circle shaped pizza right? 
Well, eating a heart-shaped one still have the same taste as the circle one.. Hehe..
I was going to take a picture of it but too late.. 
Everyone gobbled up as soon as the pizza arrived..
So there was absolutely no chance of taking a picture of it..
It's actually a promotion for the Valentine's Week..
Ahh.. My stomach was so full..  ≧ω≦

Just to share some thoughts,

I think everyday can be like Valentine's

(p/s: for Muslims, Valentines is NOT ALLOWED)

I mean, who needs a special day to show that you love someone?

You could always love someone everyday and every time

And it's better to show them everyday than just a day each year..

Right??

We should make 'Love Everyone Everyday'

That would be real nice wouldn't it??

By the way, I'm Nexus.

Another admin here and I'll be popping here once in a while.

Yoroshiku onegaishimasu!! :) ✿◕ ‿ ◕✿

OHAIYO GOZAIMASUUU~~~

Actually, it's night... but I dont know what good night is in japanese.

So, I was walking down this road...

All the while my nose is running from all the sneeze and all the mucus streaming down like a flood!
Bah, i wont start if i have to tell you guys about what it feels right now, I wont stop if i do.

So, today, for something... I want to state my idea... of some kind of a story. Well, I already got it plotted it into a small scale kind of book, actually thinking of a simple novella or short story.

It centers around the ever-cool looking Marcus Finvale, who was 22, dropped out of college because of financiall problem, a not-so-an-expert in the computer field, likes communication and network, etc etc.

He has dark hair, deep set grey eyes, a small patch under one of his eye that shows out like a panda eye but it's actually a very curious mark he got when he was born. Not so tall but average kinda height, and fit, as if fit because he occasionally watches his weight and try to keep it stable, oval face, not so much of a single facial hair he could think of, and much more.

Simply, he's an average guy. Except one day, he was shocked by two "kids" who appeared out of nowhere, one was a "king," and the other a wizard. Both of them are blondes, but the wizard always wears mascara, and the king always  wear this weird looking hat.

And they claim that Marcus is the "savior" of their world, which is Espeon by name.

It all started with a drawing. It also ended with a drawing.

Good or meh?

Introduction

I was walking...

When I saw this.  A little girl, at that time she really was, sitting alone by herself.  Her eyes were so sullen.  Didn't want to approach, really, but something pulled me up at her.  I went right up to her.  

I was right to do that.

Now, she is one of the most loyal, one of the most trusted friend I have ever had.  I don't know what to say.  So I didn't say anything.  

And, I thought, right now, that even someone like me can have somebody like that.  Here I am, thinking I won't be walking the same street as I did a long time ago.

Thanks.

Oh and by the way, my name is Ledge. I'll be posting here once in a while. See ya!