Believe

That nothing is impossible.  That there is no such thing as no such thing.

But at the same time, if we do put our faith on those phrases, we also contradict the way of our lives meant to be.  All of us, I believe, somehow at a point, say these things that we do not need to back down or give up because we can do this thing, because there is no such thing as impossible.

That is merely changing the reality we are facing.  Of course, by reality, I mean the way we see the world and such not.  Reality is what we see and what we feel, we experience and what we take note of, what we usually say "Oh, there it is," and what we think is the norm of your little life.

Of course, every person has their own reality, or rather versions of their reality, it is not possible to have one definite reality because it is ever changing as life is.  Of course, if we say that now, that contradicts the first phrase of this post.  So, is there such a thing as no such thing?

The question or rather the answer to that definite wonder is in reality surrounding us.  Not to mention our brain.  If we go in depth about this, this post will turn into a very long lecture on how people see what they want to see and what they want to experience.  It isn't THAT long, of course, but very complicated.

In conclusion, it is our brain that controls these kinds of things.  I believe that, I believe this, and the brain takes note, write it down on a piece of paper, and lock it in some closet, handy if it comes to use.

And I believe Yomiko Readman is not fiction.

I believe that Readman-san is somewhere out there, still reading books as we say, and I believe I will find her one way or the other.

So my brain will register that, right?  Now, if something else tells me the exact opposite, my brain will automatically open the closet, get the paper out and smack me in the face with it.

What do we say now?

We say, what we believe is not our reality, it is what we will get.

Wishes.  Wishes everywhere.  If you command your brain to do what you want, to do exactly the way how you want it, why... there is no such thing as no such thing.

Believing is what WE tell our brain to write what, and the way to write it.  And WHICH closet it will store in.

It's not that hard really.  The hard part is the part where you are holding the key to that closet, instead of your brain holding it, and every time you argue with yourself, the ITCH to open that closet is magnificent.

Faith keeps it in place, of course.

Mind you, I have not said a single religious aspect in this.

This is what YOU want of YOUR life and YOU are the one who decides.

I won't say God made you do this or that, He only gives you options.  It's you who makes the decision, and He only anticipates it.  Well, He already knows what we are going to choose.  But you are the one who will CHOOSE.  You don't see when you do evil, some sort of light crashes down on you and lecture you and punish you, do you?  You don't see when you not do what's been told to do, and a voice suddenly rings inside your head to force you to do it, do you?

No, I wouldn't think so.

So, I believe Yomiko Readman is real.  I want to meet her.  I want to befriend her.  I want to make her the happiest woman on Earth.

And that, my friend, is how I have lived so lonely and pass on even if every single person laughs at this.
I have been far too different to fit in any group.

Just because I believe something that is not impossible.